I want someone who's willing to stay with me through everything. 

No matter how hard it is sometimes.

I'm not sorry. I won't let anyone reduce me to sex. I deserve to be loved, just like everyone else in this world.

I liked the way you wanted me every night, for so long, baby..

Why is it so hard to know what you want..

Now that I actually have time to think about some of my most personal future decisions, I've come to the conclusion that I'd never take back anything I've done. Sure, I've made mistakes I wish I wouldn't have done. But seriously? Over the past few weeks I've been trying to figure out if I'm gonna take a first approach at getting McDreamy back. First of all, I thought I shouldn't. He hurt me. And it hurt so so bad, I thought I'd never get over it. So I thought I'm not gonna even take a chance, 'cause I'm too scared of getting hurt all over again. And then an unbelieveably honest thought came into my mind, he's worth it. He's worth the wait, worth the hurt and worth the while. It's just when you truly love someone, you'd do anything for them

And suddenly, your smile became my world.

as long as we're together, does it matter where we go? ♥

The thing about loving someone is, you don't just stop loving them. You either never did, or always will. And the bad thing about loving someone, but not being with them, is that you'll always compare the one you're with. But the most terrible thing is, when you realize it doesn't actually hurt to leave someone else, cause you still love someone else.

Can you give me one logic reason why I still miss you? Why it still hurts to see you? And why does it still feel like it was just yesterday when everything we had fell apart? How could one decision, one move, and one minute destroy everything I was so sure of and always relied on?

sometimes you have to go back in time and realize how much you've grown since then. all the things that happened and how they affected your way of decision making, thinking and acting. and I think that's what growing up is about, learning from the past and trying to live up every moment possible to its fullest.

it's like all my life I was only waiting for this moment to finally be free

you can see yourself as the victim of your life, 

or you just screw that and do what makes you happy 

Lost my sense of wong and right

When I started seeing him, I actually didn't think I'd fall in love with him. I just kinda wanted to get over McDreamy, you know, have a little fun, have someone to cuddle with and talk to.. and now I'm in this clusterfuck again.

Sometimes letting go is easier than holding on. If it hurts to hold on, you know it's time to let go. It may seem difficult and common knowledge is it's hard to do. But in the end, you're always glad you actually did let go of someone, because every time you do someone better comes along. Love isn't about sacrificing your own happiness, it's about being with someone who always makes you smile after they made you cry.

the older we get, the more we lie.

there's something magic about summer rain. 

It's kind of weird how everything replaces itself. Whenever I go back in time, particularly over the last year, and think about who I lost, but who came 'in return', so to say. I lost my best friend in a huge fight, but someone else came along who quickly became my best friend and never let me down. I also lost my boyfriend and thought I'd never be able to love again, but I'm just about to fall in love with someone else, who makes me feel even more special. So whenever I feel sad and don't know how things are going to work out, I think about this past year. I think about all the emotions, fights and break downs I got through, and that everything turned out pretty damn good. Sometimes I even believe I had to struggle this hard to get to that happy point where I am right now in my life.

"as long as we're together, does it matter where we go?"