you may not always want to, 

but you can see the truth in his eyes 

everyone is gonna get hurt at some point in their life

What can you do
When ur good isn't good enough
And all that u touch tumbles down
Cause my best intentions
Keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take
Oh how many times will it take
For me to get it right
To get it right

Can I start again
With my faith shaken
Cause I can't go back and undo this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser
I'll get through this 

Lea Michele - Get It Right

you never asked me to stay..

Everyday that I don’t cry, I feel my heart get a little stronger

you want everything to be just like the
stories that you read but never write.

i always dreamed about dancing in the rain in my best dress.

people are stupid. they will hurt you, they will let you down and they might even break your heart. 

but what sucks the most about people being stupid is that they don't even care if they hurt you.

sometimes you might be surprised

Tomorrow is never promised

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life sucks. all the time.

 believe.

No Sir, I don't belong in this world.

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but still, I think you're the one..

I can't believe this is really happening. I'm falling in love, although nothing ever happened between him and me. This is rificulous. I have 53 more days to be here, and then I have my life back. McDreamy, my friends.. everything. This isn't supposed to happening. I don't wanna leave.

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You wanna make a memory

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I had this vision, this dream about america. You know, the typical white houses, the driveway, the flag, the big bedrooms... and honestly, I love it.

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I can't believe this is happening. I'm falling in love and nothing about it feels right. It's wrong, but it feels so good

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Why? Can someone please just Tell me Why I always make the Same mistake again? Why I Never learn from my mistakes? Why do I always let other People destroy the Things I Love? I fuckin Hate myself for everything. Fuck my Life. I wanna Be outta here.

people will always hurt you

"I believe in pink. I believe that laughing is the best calorie burner. I believe in kissing, kissing a lot. I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong. I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day and I believe in miracles."
-Audrey Hepburn

what if i don't wanna be saved? 

what if i don't want anyone to come and get me outta here? 

what if i wanna stand through this alone?

oh, hello bathroom floor. 

hasn't been long since i've last been crying down here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Avril Lavigne - Wish You Were Here

sometimes i wonder how everything will turn out 

to be in the end..

tu me manques, chérie

60 days! less than 2 months! i'm counting down the days til i see you again, my dear

it will never be the same without you

I wonder how much will have changed back home. Because I know for sure I changed a lot.

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every summer has a story

why is it so damn easy for other people to hurt my feelings?

“Every day may not be good, but there’s something good in every day.”

letting go is never easy.

why does love always hurt?

You've got a face for a smile, you know
A shame you waste it
When youre breaking me slowly but Ive

Got a world of chances, for you
I've got a world of chances, for you
I've got a world of chances
Chances that you're burning through.

sometimes I wonder if I'm ever gonna be okay again.

People ask me who i am. the answer? i don't really know. a few years ago, i would have said i was a girl who loved life. a few months ago, i would have said i was a girl who loved a boy with everything she had. now, i guess you could say i've been through a lot and i've been broken in too many places and too many ways. i guess you could say i'm just trying to find my place.

guys are stupid. they mess with you and your head, they screw you up, they ruin your life and you still can't get them out of your head. fuckin hell.

hard times

it's not even funny anymore how much i miss my life and everything about it.

sometimes I wonder if time stands still.

i'm rather regretting the things i didn't do than crying and missing people. you don't have to live on the borderline of your life. it's enough to just live and enjoy

'So .. I heard you have a boyfriend?' - 'yes..' - 'I have a goldfish' - 'what the fuck?' - 'I just thought we were talking about shit that doesnt matter'

a nice bath and a good book always help to get rid of a mild depression.

life is a door, and i lost my key

what  if I would just disappear? and never come back? would you miss me, or would you just move on without spending one minute thinking about me? would you forget everything that ever happened? tell me darling, what would you do?

the thing is I don't know if everything is gonna be alright.

I just wanna be happy.

everything is turning so fast, I don't know where to go

ich hab immer eingesteckt. jetzt wird ausgeteilt, bitches !

if you don't watch your back this world will pull you into its dark hole. 

and then you're just like everyone else -a stranger