sometimes you have to go back in time and realize how much you've grown since then. all the things that happened and how they affected your way of decision making, thinking and acting. and I think that's what growing up is about, learning from the past and trying to live up every moment possible to its fullest.

it's like all my life I was only waiting for this moment to finally be free

you can see yourself as the victim of your life, 

or you just screw that and do what makes you happy 

Lost my sense of wong and right

When I started seeing him, I actually didn't think I'd fall in love with him. I just kinda wanted to get over McDreamy, you know, have a little fun, have someone to cuddle with and talk to.. and now I'm in this clusterfuck again.

Sometimes letting go is easier than holding on. If it hurts to hold on, you know it's time to let go. It may seem difficult and common knowledge is it's hard to do. But in the end, you're always glad you actually did let go of someone, because every time you do someone better comes along. Love isn't about sacrificing your own happiness, it's about being with someone who always makes you smile after they made you cry.

the older we get, the more we lie.

there's something magic about summer rain. 

It's kind of weird how everything replaces itself. Whenever I go back in time, particularly over the last year, and think about who I lost, but who came 'in return', so to say. I lost my best friend in a huge fight, but someone else came along who quickly became my best friend and never let me down. I also lost my boyfriend and thought I'd never be able to love again, but I'm just about to fall in love with someone else, who makes me feel even more special. So whenever I feel sad and don't know how things are going to work out, I think about this past year. I think about all the emotions, fights and break downs I got through, and that everything turned out pretty damn good. Sometimes I even believe I had to struggle this hard to get to that happy point where I am right now in my life.

"as long as we're together, does it matter where we go?"

never forget this now 

...and what are feelings anyway? 

And I guess it's time to turn the page. 

Goodbye, you'll always own a spot in my heart. 

You can't just erase me from your life.