how one person can change your feelings about almost everything is amazing in a scary way.

You're full of joy to go away for a year, excited for all the new challenges, people to meet, experiences.. everything.

And then this one person comes into your life and changes the way you feel so effortlessly. 

I wanted to stay home, just to be with him, to be near him, but now I'm away and realize how he changed the way I feel about everything.

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