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what do I want him to think? to feel? Do I want him to think I miss him, which could make it awkward when I'm back because he could think I love him. Do I want him to think I don't miss him? Which could make it weird when I'm back because I do miss him, and he might move on because he could think there's no chance for us. Do I want him to think I moved on? Well, he can figure out I don't move on. No moving on until he talks to me