i miss him. i miss him so much. everything. i miss feeling him. being surrounded by him. going to sleep and knowing i'm gonna see him tomorrow, instead of crying myself to sleep and knowing i'm not gonna see him in the next 5 months. it's almost been 6 months since we started our crazy little thing and i can't get over it. i'm stuck. still hanging on. the one thing that keeps me fom fallin apart is hoping everything will be alright, although my mind keeps telling me nothing is alright, nothing will ever be alright. how i wish i could turn back time..