free of him

I'm free! kind of. finally. I still miss him, but it's not the missing it used to be. it's a missing that feels like I'm just happy it happened and glad to had him in my life, but it's kinda over. I haven't seen him in almost 3 months, we can't talk about our relationship, neither about us, so I guess that's just the way it goes. it ends. we both need to move on and leave all this behind, although it's gonna be hard once in a while.. I hope this feeling lasts, because I enjoy being free of him right now :)