wow. I'm totally surprised about how he can make me feel so small. I thought I was over it, because I didn't see him in almost two weeks. That felt so good. I don't need him -for sure, but my heart still beats a bit barely when his name is spoken out loud and it's getting hard to breathe. Now he's almost here to make out with my sister.. and I still have no idea what I'm supposed to say, to feel or to do. And I hate those kinda surprises life has in some kinda times, but I guess that's just the way it goes.
I hope I survive this day without scars